I have a bad news for myself.
All my msges in my inbox is GONE!!!Argh...And I intend to keep his unsent msg,it's gone too!
Shouldn't have change the hp with my brother.
I did it coz I want to listen to radio on my way to Orchard.
=(
.....
Just received a call.
Had wanted to give an account of my solitary journey but now I dun have the mood.
Maybe next time.

A lady called Jip called me regarding to my application for a P/T(on contract basis) trainer.
I sent the application for fun on late Nov.
Besides it's a weekend and school holiday job,so I thought why not.
And it sounds kinda fun.

I thought they wouldn't get back coz they did state that the deadline that they would get back is on the 6th,and I have long forgotten about it.
Now they asked me down for an interview and it got me confused.

First...I am really NOT confident about it.Especially these days,I ain't confident about alot of things and myself.
I am worried I would fumble things up.
And...I am some sort getting used to my life now.I will get to NIE next year...right?

I dunno..I am feeling very lost now.
Why should I..if you ask.
I dunno...={

The chances of getting selected will be very low tml anyway and now I am not too interested.
Besides Jip did mention something about if I'm selected,I would have to go thru a course and must complete.

And I am sick of gg thru those "tell me more about urself.Introduce urself.Why are you interested in this postion..etc"When all they want is to hear how u speak.
And I think it would be a group interview.
OH geez..

But...
As I am persuading myself not to go,I tot I SHOULD go too.
No harm done anyway.

But really...I DONT feel like gg.

But...I feel like a coward and loser if I dont.

Sigh...Why is this like a wrong relationship.Like ur heart and brain are telling u 2 different things.

Would you go?
I dunno man...
Argh..now this sucks!